I don't know what to do.
So, there is this guy...
I honestly have no idea why he's so addicting. In fact, he attracts me in so many indescribeable ways.
He's somehow different from all the guys that i've had attracted to. I barely know him, i just found that he's funny and he seems humble and pure. And as simple as that, i got these ~butterflies~ out of nowhere...
I'm trying so hard to not expecting anything to avoid any disappointments. But well... it's me we're talking about... I simply love to daydream about anything, and when it comes to an addiction to a guy, well... anything is possible. I start to romanticizing every single thing, every single conversation between us. AND IT DRIVES ME CRAZY omg. He's such a sweet distraction, and as a person with a super-low self control, i couldn't even handle my thoughts and feelings.
I'm as messed up as a girl falling in love, yet i don't know if i could say that this feeling is called love.
mari berdoa dan berharap yang terbaik
xoxo,
Nedita Farah Nastiti ;-)